HOPE.

A glint of hope.

It’s the first of February and I’m counting the days left for me to be COMPLETELY happy of which COMPLETE happiness for me can be defined as being with YOU.

“We’re about to separate ways…”

I KNOW. It will never be EASY. I HATE GOODBYE when it’s you who say it.

I guess it’s NONE of my business anymore what other people would say or think about me; actually, I’ve been hearing SNIDE remarks from those folks I least expected to do so, from those people I once gained comfort and from the ones who told me NOT TO GIVE UP.

Well, what do I HAVE to say to them? “Get a life, will you?”

My LIFE is not YOUR life so before you TRY to tell me some super negative comments, please comprehend FIRST the real picture and what’s going on. And ooh, by the way OBSESSION means

Meaning #1: having or showing excessive or compulsive concern with something
Synonyms: haunted, preoccupied, taken up

Meaning #2: influenced or controlled by a powerful force such as a strong emotion
Synonym: possessed

Oh well, (*sighs). Why am I explaining and defending myself? They understand things BETTER. Even my own life and thoughts they know BETTER than I do. ROFL. Am I MAD? Of course not. Let’s just say that I am once again blablablabbing on what’s shouting inside. I mean, of course I definitely have NO PLANS to shout to them or should I say SCREAM to “HIM” BACK. LOL.

And by the way, have I mentioned that I LOATHE INTRUDERS, ROBBERS and everything sooo RUBBISH? Haha. If “they” have any plans of attacking ME, I’m SORRY but they’re challenging the WRONG person. Who says I’m CHICKEN? Huh! I’m NO COWARD. If it’s MINE then it’s MINE. Why do “they” have to be the ANTAGONISTS of the show? HAHAHAHA. ^^,
After figuring out that there’s still HOPE, I KNOW I just have to wait for GOOD things to happen. I don’t question you anymore, I TRUST YOU so and I know you got your plans now. It’s not the end of the show; I’m NOT LETTING GO. YOU and ME will be BACK to where we are SUPPOSED to.

Anyways, that’s the whirlpool of life. Complex it may sound but HEY, it’s REAL- and this REAL thing happens more OFTEN than we ever thought of it to do so. WEEKS from now, I’ll be tossing my HAT and hugging my DIPLOMA- farewell HIGH SCHOOL LIFE!
And though I’m looking forward for it, I KNOW it’s just half-heartedly felt.

I don’t like GOODBYES, because I know I’ll be saying BYEBYE to YOU and it’s AWFUL. LOL.


WHOA! I super duper thank GOD for these bunch of buddies for giving me EXTRA –comfy and lalalalalaaab. HAHA.

P.S. thanks to Min Ai for helping me hang loose and ease out the confused emotions. AGAY. Hahaha. :DD

P.S1 YOU know who YOU ARE: I HOPE we will be BACK. I care. HAHAHA. :P

TOODLES,
Inalei