I don’t care how numb I have been because numb as I may be; I had you as my friend, a friend I treasure most.


I am trying to make every millisecond as valuable as possible. I know by the end of this week, something is going to happen and I dunno whether it will surprise me or perhaps change the way the things are supposed to be.

Today, I have enjoyed things. After knowing my NCAE results telling me I’m more inclined to INVESTIGATIVE and ARTISTIC interests, I realized I am on the right track towards deciding the right course for me, the problem left now is on which school shall I entrust my learning ability and capacity and prepare myself for the battle that awaits after earning my degree.

Like, WOW. I really am going to college. And yea, it seems now that I was facing this direction way back my elementary years and as I turned around, I am now confronting a different world, world of maturity and saying byebyes to baby cries. Lol. Before, I wasn’t THAT bothered about my college life because I was thinking that I still have longer time to think about it, yet now, only a month is left and then I’d say HELLO UNIVERSITY LIFE. HELLO CITY LIFE. HELLO OLDER ME. HELLO INDEPENDENT ME. HAHAHA. =))

I knoooooow. It will take me time to really get used to it, but if you’d ask me now what I really want to do when I’m going to be few years older from now, that is to GO ABROAD- LIVE THERE with my mom and sister. Haha. And of course, I will HELP my cousins earn their degree too on prestigious schools.

Owwwww. What a NICE GOAL. I know. I must work hard to walk on the staircase and grab that success God has prepared for me. (Thanks a lot Lord!) and oh well, I won’t STOP writing and scribbling like blablabla and that even if people don’t ACTUALLY care what are the things that bother me at any point of my life, I would just like to have it published either on my own notes or online and then rereading it and eventually LAUGH on the things I have done and felt in a HYPERBOLIC way. ROFL.

Anyways, I haven’t really encountered too MUCH for this day, except that when I tried counting the days left for me before the DUE, I still landed on the same span. Like last week I was saying I only have 1 month and 18 days left, when I counted again few days after I still have 1 month and 18 days left and when I counted again how many days are there before the takeoff earlier this day, I still landed on the same span- 1 MONTH and 18 DAYS left.
Like oooh-ahh! HAHAHA. But of course, I super KNOW how to count. LOL.

And now I am on this point again, thinking about bringing and fixing things back before the week winds. As I have said, something not so good is going to happen and I am buckling myself on my seat to whatever the thing is. Hey, I want us to SMILE together! I hope we WILL.

It amazed me when I actually asked that person “nagkaon na ka?” LOL.
Of all questions, that was the only inquiry that popped on my mind and prompted me to talk to that person without all the eyes of the people surrounding us.
Well, that’s all for this day. TOODLES.

inalei