almost there.

i'm ABOUT to give up.

ABOUT but still NOT THERE.

why? what are you waiting for?

do you want me to be torn down pieces to pieces first before you'd TRY to talk to me and patch things up?

i miss you. i KNOW. you'd laugh at me like you're disgusted or what,

but SERIOUSLY, i AM SERIOUS.

sometimes, it's a pain when not-so-serious people TRY to be SERIOUS because everyone won't be believing you anymore.

and now, i'm left with no choice.

FACING things by myself, trying not to speak too much. ABSORBING the pain.

but why?
all i ever wanted was to BE WITH YOU. YOU, YOU, YOU.

is it that HARD to be with me? am i that HARD to be with? haaaay. :((

i miss you. SUPERRR.

i have been FREQUENTLY glancing at the calendar trying to compute how much time is left for me. i KNOW.

life will NEVER be the same AGAIN, that's a fact.

remember when you told me i'll find someone else LIKE YOU in the future?

and i still say what i said that time:

there's no one else LIKE YOU.

NO ONE. take note of that.

haaaay.

TOODLES.

inalei